Adam Brody is so hot! I love his character, Seth.
4/21/09
Lazy day...
I'm sick so I'm laying straight out on the cough with The O.C. season 2 and chocolate ice cream! Yum
Adam Brody is so hot! I love his character, Seth.
Adam Brody is so hot! I love his character, Seth.
4/15/09
Unfair...
I resiliently lost a class mate in a car accidence. Life is so unfair. Rest in peace my dear. I hope you are in a better place. My deepest condolences to his family a friends.
....and here I am crying over a guy who doesn't want me, I feel disgusted. Enjoy every moment of your life, you wont live forever.
....and here I am crying over a guy who doesn't want me, I feel disgusted. Enjoy every moment of your life, you wont live forever.
4/10/09
To cry in front of you....
....that's the worst thing I could do....
I'm not good at owning up to my feelings. It makes me feel so small. I have the worst taste in guys. I only want the bad ones, and ignore the guys who actually have feelings for me. Yesterday the guy I was telling you about in the previous post had the nerves to bring some whore to MY party. Then going on about how he didn't want to hurt me. That he understood why I was upset and that he would have felt the same way if I had brought a boy. What the hell? ow I just wanted to cry and scream. But I didn't. I sat there with a smile on my face and pretended to be OK with it. OK, I did cry. But at least I waited until he left, then I cried my eyes out. Who does he think he is? He always manage to break my spirit, but I can't help myself.
I could hurt someone like me, out of spite or jealousy
I don't steal and I don't lie, but I can feel and I can cry
A fact I'll bet you never knew
But to cry in front of you, that's the worst thing I could do
I'm not good at owning up to my feelings. It makes me feel so small. I have the worst taste in guys. I only want the bad ones, and ignore the guys who actually have feelings for me. Yesterday the guy I was telling you about in the previous post had the nerves to bring some whore to MY party. Then going on about how he didn't want to hurt me. That he understood why I was upset and that he would have felt the same way if I had brought a boy. What the hell? ow I just wanted to cry and scream. But I didn't. I sat there with a smile on my face and pretended to be OK with it. OK, I did cry. But at least I waited until he left, then I cried my eyes out. Who does he think he is? He always manage to break my spirit, but I can't help myself.
I could hurt someone like me, out of spite or jealousy
I don't steal and I don't lie, but I can feel and I can cry
A fact I'll bet you never knew
But to cry in front of you, that's the worst thing I could do
4/9/09
You're hot then you're cold....
....you're yes then you're no.
A good "description" of guys (they might say the same about us, tough). I had this guy telling me "this is not going to work out. We can have fun, but nothing more". Then, yesterday he visited me, we talked for hours and he held my hand. No sex involved, and I though that was the only thing we were suppose to do...Is that normal? Now, I'm going crazy over that he is so hard to read! And he is such an ass-hole. Always putting me down, telling me that he's not interested. Why do I always fall for the bad-not interested in something serious - jerks - who I still have the best time with.
Still, a person like Chuck Bass is what I'm attracted by. Maybe I think I will be able to change him into someone better?
A good "description" of guys (they might say the same about us, tough). I had this guy telling me "this is not going to work out. We can have fun, but nothing more". Then, yesterday he visited me, we talked for hours and he held my hand. No sex involved, and I though that was the only thing we were suppose to do...Is that normal? Now, I'm going crazy over that he is so hard to read! And he is such an ass-hole. Always putting me down, telling me that he's not interested. Why do I always fall for the bad-not interested in something serious - jerks - who I still have the best time with.
Still, a person like Chuck Bass is what I'm attracted by. Maybe I think I will be able to change him into someone better?
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